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  moxiie
 
01:35am 30/12/2004
  my friend [a guy, but regardless] called me fat.
he said i must have gained some "holiday weight".
he even went so far as to jiggle my arm fat.

the most i've ever weighed was 160 lbs.
that was 2 years ago.

sorry, but i'm not feeling so good about myself right now.
i figured you guys would understand.
 
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[Starved For Attention] 
  moxiie
 
05:37am 17/10/2004
 
i've been wanting to post this fer a while, but i couldn't acces my other journal [the site was down].


[Starved For Attention]

we’ve got screaming
and the faith you chose
and she’s reeling
before she takes a step back
and refuses anouther bite.

it’s the control of a lifetime
to feel the sunlight.
anouther night of partying
ends in a cigarette
down on the pavement.

soft and cold,
the clinging shake on the bed.
and she’s reeling once again
but she’ll be alright tonight.
she’ll be sleeping safe tonight.

and when we said it was fair
we forgot to include
all the extra care.
i’ll prove i can improve.

we’ve got screaming
and the self-purging you chose.
and she’s feeling
that it’s worth it to lose.

soft and cold,
the clinging shake on the bed
and she’s reeling once again.
but she’ll be alright tonight.
she’ll be lighter tonight.
 
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